ICU

ICU, this is just part of the very big group in my department. We know each and everyone by names and we work together as a team. 

I kinda love this family, my second home, ICU IJN. :) 

Fruitful day

With my heavy footsteps and tired body, i  entered my room after back from havoc night shift in ICU. Looking at my sister who was sleeping peacefully and tucking herself in the thick blanket under cold air conditioned room, gosh isnt that heaven?

Jumped onto my bed after showering and fell asleep in few minutes. Woken up by my sis after few hours, saying that she is hungry. I got up and we prepared to go out for lunch. Ate at kyochon, then we went shopping for clothes and many random stuffs. My purse, them bleeds. 

Back home at 6.30pm, after getting ready, we went down to gym to workout. Talking about working out, its not that i want to lose weight, cos i have nothing much to lose hehe. Its because im feeling so unhealthy recently, my knee pain is killing me especially when i squat down, or going down the stairs. And my stamina is dropping cos of lack of exercise. This is definitely not good. I took being skinny for granted, never bothered to exercise, and thanks to my physiotherapist sister, i am now fully aware of the consequences of not exercising. 

 

Did 30 minutes of bike cycling exercise and swam for 4 laps. It was super exhausting, even my fat sister has better stamina than me. T_T

It was quite a long day for me and i enjoyed every single minute because I'm spending it with the one i love, my sister :) 

That's all for today, goodnight! 

Back

Im back after more than a year heheh. Decided to start blogging again after seeing my sis's posts. So inspiring ☺️

Looking at my old posts, i talked so much about how many months i have been working and my working experiences, 2 months.. 7months.. And now, in just a blink of an eye, its already my 3rd year working as a nurse in IJN. I no longer count how many months i have been working, i count how many months left till i finish my contract with IJN. 

Not to say IJN is not a good working place, i love it. But im just missing my family in kuching, and im sick of living in KL. 6 years is enough. KL is always noisy, hectic and chaotic. 

What to do in the future? I have no idea. Im gonna start my degree course very soon, not sure if its a wise move, but it's better than growing old with one diploma cert only right? 

I also talked so much about my bf in my old posts. 2 years anniversary, 4 years anniversary.. This year is our 7th anniversary already, and we are still growing strong and loving each other like our first date. Its funny how a primary school mate, the short and naughty one can turn out to be my bf for 7 years ❤️ and he definitely grew taller after I insulted him for being shorter than me back in form 1. Hehehe. What a motivation ☺️

So long for now, byee 

YELOOOO

YELOOOOO. Who is still writing or reading blog? I think I'm gonna start blogging again, blog about my working days, be it happy, sad or angry day so that next next time I can read back and reminisce my working life in IJN hee. I now list this as my random and sudden new year resolution : To start blogging! :D Be excited!

GE 13

Today is 7th of May, Post Election Day 2. Yes this election indeed changed us, we become more united but is that all? Im so sick and sad because everywhere I see, I see Cina babi, Cina balik China posts in FB. I mean, come on people, this is the 56th year we Malay Chinese Indians and bumiputera live together under one roof, how could they still say something like this?

I have nothing against other races, Im sure all my Malay friends dont hate me too. I have so many Malay friends back in my college and hospital, they all treated me well. Probably because Im friendly too :) My point is, Chinese, please please.. Dont do something silly that creates chaos, whats with the silent walk? whats with the mask and the black parade? whats with the terbalik Malaysia flag? Are you aware of what you are doing? I know you guys love Malaysia but can you think first before doing something like this? This is really offensive, you cant play a fool with our Malaysia flag, it will lead you to all kinds of troubles only. I appreciate your guts to do this for a change but you should think of the consequences too! And now what happens? The extreme people use this as an opportunity to create tension between races. Apa lagi Cina mahu? What kind of title is that?

What else we Chinese want? Im a chinese, let me tell you what i want.

- I want fair and clean election, and at least allow changes. You see US, they hated blacks but changes happened and they have Black as president. Cant Malaysia change too? - If this election can cause so so many problems and nothing changes, i rather not to have election. - I want Malaysians to love each other, say no to RACISM. - I want everyone to fear God, fear and respect your own God. When you fear God, its unlikely you will do things that your God hates. Crimes, Adultery, Corruption, you name it.

When you are on top, its hard to resist corruption. I mean if you and I were president, how many of us can resist and really say no to corruption? That's why, fear your God.

We dont always know God's plan for His plan and thoughts are always higher than ours. There's surely a reason God allows BN to win for this election. So bi, no more complaining, I will have faith and follow God's will. No matter who wins, I pray to God to forgive all of us, and I pray for better Malaysia. Amen!

Random

Today is 30th of April, how time flies. My eldest sister is coming back from US in 4 weeks time! And my parents are coming over to unite with the 3 of us. How much Im looking forward for this day to come :D Hmm if you are wondering, i've been good :) Life's good with my youngest sister with me almost all the time. Hospital is quite busy now, im scheduled to work double shift this week but thank God i at least have a day off, which is today! :D Night shift is my favourite now, I get extra pay, and night time is less busy with not many doctors around to disturb you. But one thing, I always go to church right after my night shift and that is really killing me :x I fell asleep during the service, yawned like crazy and looked like zombie all the time. Im sure people will be wondering what was I up to the whole night, hey dont judge me, i stayed up the whole night when you all were sleeping okayyyy :p But the good thing in church is that people dont judge, Amen! haha :) This is a super random post, just feel like typing but I have nothing much to talk about. Ghost stories? yea my ICU is quite haunted but God's grace has sustained me till now, :) I mean its normal to have ghost in this kind of place, people come and go (as in dead), some go peacefully, some suffered till the end of their lives with no relative around to be with them. Maybe due to the drugs effect, some patients always talk alone and claim that they are talking to their friends or family. I have one patient kept calling me and asking me to wake her daughter up at the other bed. I looked at that empty bed, and smiled to her like hehe, very funny~ That bed is empty aunty, what you want me to do! And one uncle keep waving and asking his wife and daughter to go nearer to him. Even at night, he will talk and laugh alone too. This is rather scary and annoying as I kept imagining what if there really is someone there talking to them? :x Oh well, choi choi choi. hehe Thats all la, tata!

Old woman

Hi Im back :D Its been 7 months since I started working, my payslip! :D

Despite all the ups and downs, I still thank God for this job opportunity, and Im starting to love my department already. One problem Im facing now is that Im having backpain and I cant bend my body without feeling uncomfortable anymore. This is the problem that most of the nurses will face and now its my turn. sigh. Now i realized the importance of Body Mechanic. Too late.