Happy 3rd anniversary!

Dear :

Remember?
You chased me during f2,
By giving me a lil teddy bear for valentine's day
But you didnt confess anything to me
Our relationship was like a lil lil bit closer than friends only

During f3,
Someone told u that im a play girl
That makes u gave up on me
and u like other girl
So am i..
I liked other guy too that time
Then we lost contact since then..

During f4,
We went for addmaths tuition together
Im still in love with that guy
But u no longer like the girl
You told me all your problems
And thats the time where we were getting closer and closer
And i told u one guy in our tuition centre is handsome
So as u.. u told me a girl is pretty
We keep on exchanging information about the handsome guy and the pretty girl XD

One day,
i told u that the guy that i used to love didnt reply my message anymore
And he doesnt like me anymore
He likes another girl
U keep on comforting me
Ask me dont be sad
And at that moment
U found out that the pretty girl is unavailable too
Both of us were sad that time..

We went to sarikei camp together
The jungle was very dark till we cant see a thing
I hold ur hand tightly because i was afraid
U sprained your ankle when u were walking with me
U took some food and searched for me when u knew that i havent took my dinner
I was the only chinese in your group
You protected me and took care of me whenever and wherever i go
Though i dont like u that time
But i can feel something
U were extraordinary caring towards me

One night
When i was cooking my supper in the middle of the night
U text me
And asked me whether u can be my bf or not
I rejected u..
Because i wana maintain this kinda relationship
I like u but i dont wana have a bf

But obviously,
Our relationship is more than just friends
And that created many troubles too
Friends started to quarrel with me
Started to think that i have neglected them
Started to think that im not the one i used to be
But im still me..
And i was really depressed that time

During f5,
Under depression
I started to beh song u
I still dont wana accept u that time
But on valentine's day
U gave me a rose
A pink rose
I took care of the rose very well
I really dont want it to die
When it finally dies
I felt very sad
Like i have lost something important
Thats the time when i realised that
I've been loving you
And i've been missing you so badly

I stayed up late
Just to make you a lil card
and telling you that
I accept you as my bf officially now
Thats 16th of february..
Our anniversary
When i accept u officially my dear

I put the card in your reference book
And asked u to read when you are home
You said u read in the car
And u smiled alone
That makes me smiled sweetly too
I know that
You are the one that im looking for

Tho you are not sensitive at all
Tho you always make me angry
Tho you spend most of your time with games
And tho people dont look up on our relationship
But here we are
This is our 3rd year now honey
We are still as stable as tembok china
heehee

I just wana say that
You are my best bf ever..
I love you honey..
<3
Happy 3rd anniversary!

exhibition day~

Going to sem2 soon.. cant imagine how time flies.. and i got 3.8 for my final exam.. praise to Lord..cheers* hee.. we had our human model exhibition last 2 weeks..we did GIT system..

These are the progressions of our master piece..

From this..

To this

To this.. masuk keranda.. hee

To this!! tadaaa*

next task is.. we must explain the GIT system to everyone that visits our model.. i was the one who explains to them.. its GIT system afterall.. kacang la.. hehe

Bla bla bla

Discussing~

Tegur by tutor.. hmmk!

cheers~

At the end of the day, tutor called us group by group to review our result for this exhibition.. thank god.. our hard work is paid off.. we got the highest mark in the whole class.. wheee

Jia you in sem2 oh everyone.. hee

Honey

I love you..
That's why i care...

speechless!

Nothing special today.. i just felt terrible.. a 68 years old ah ma go to the hospital alone, with rm300 cash squeezed in an old small packet, no handphone, no cards.. she was going to do operation for her eye.. after the operation, she asked me to bring her to the counter to call her relatives to fetch her home.. she was so excited to go back, i guess.. she keeps telling me that she can eat at home because she had prepared lunch at home before she go to hospital. so i pushed her to the counter using a wheelchair because she cant really see.. she spoke in cantonese but i still understand what she said..she said.."halo, xxx ah? im done! come and fetch me now ok or not? " with a big wide smile on her face.. but she suddenly became silent and keeps on negotiating with her family members and i can see her face with big wide smile turned to sad face in a while.. then she turned to me and said she will use taxi to go back by herself.. i was like.. What the! where are your relatives?? she said all of them are so busy so cant fetch her..so she will use taxi to go back alone.. my goodness..

I begged her to stay for a while first and wait for the relatives.. i really dont want her to go back alone.. so dangerous..she still felt a bit drowsy and blur amd her eye is still paining.. no way no way! luckily she stayed at last..i helped her to put on her blanket and pujuk her to rest before i go home..

haih..though they are busy but at least ask her to stay and fetch later ba.. why wana tell her that they cannot go and ask her to go back herself?? thats so cruel! people nowadays... speechless..

bullshit!

I didnt chat wid him today.. the whole day.. he was too busy to chat with me yesterday.. because of your assignments?? if so.. y u still have time to read people's blog ?? its alasan alasan alasan for me.. when i asked you to focus on me and chat with me then u said u have assignments to do.. damn~ i felt down the whole night.. i have soo many things to tell and share with you.. but u x even bother.. you said u are not chatting with girl so what am i angry for? and u said at least u replied me. better then x hiu me at all.. fine~ i dont have such energy to wait for u and waste my time waiting for your replies..and ur replies were like repeat and rewind only.. cant u feel how i feel?? u think i just simply want u to reply kah? you think i will feel happy by just reading you oic, haha, and ur damn short replies?? u even say u dun even know what am i talking about.. so for u im talking craps all the way la? u can read people's blog and smiling alone without thinking of my damn feeling... then who am i to walk around the shopping mall to search for a lil christmas present for u? maybe u think that this is ridiculous but you cant imagine how hurt i am....

Sunday

Today is sunday.. i woke up early because i just sent my sis to bus station.. yea right.. she overnight at my unit and we went out to sunway pyramid yesterday.. it was really fun walking,chatting around and buying christmas presents with her.. really.. and we captured many pics too.. and we even squeeze in my very small single bed.. then when she was going to sleep and i was surfing the net, she suddenly turned to me with her red eyes and nose.. O.O she was crying! im really shocked and i asked her wad happened but she didnt tell me.. i guess.. she felt reluctant to leave me la.. hee but at last both of us went out to my living room to sleep because im afraid i will fall from my double decker bed..hee.. we slept on the sofa and yea..had sweetdreams.. hee!

im gonna miss u my lil baby aying..

Thursday

today is another tough day.. i realized that there are blisters on my toes.. simply because i walk too much.. and stand too long.. so "gao wuek" :(

erm today is the last 2 days im in Pantai Hospital Ampang.. i love the staffs there.. doctors too.. they are very nice and approachable.. today the young physiologist called me eh..hee.. yesterday he asked me what is my name den when i told him he said my name just like medicine.. =,= heartbreak! Then today he saw me again and he called me bernadine.. ^^ so friendly.. hee..

I sent a patient to doctor's clinic today..when i was going back to my ward the doctor asked me to go into his clinic too..to observe the procedure.. the patient is an 60+ years old old cute man.. i sayang him very much... he is involved in road accident and injured his face and both his hand and leg.. so there are blood clots in his nose.. doctor inserted nasal scope into his nose to check on the clots.. ewww! this is the first time i saw such thing man.. i can see the clots.. just like jelly.. then inside the nose, nothing but wall.. heehee..then he used a suction to suck out the clots.. awwww... the clot is like leech too.. long and sticky.. i really cant stand it.. i felt sorry for the old uncle.. After that the doctor inserted the nasal scope deeper and deeper and oh man.. i pinched my friend's hand and she pinched my leg ah.. hee* so disgusting.. then the ah pek keep on sneezing.. T.T After the doctor has sucked out the clots in his nose, i brought him back to his room.. i asked him whether its painful onot..he said a lil bit painful but very uncomfortable.. but after the procedure he felt very comfortable cz his nose is clean and clear now.. hee.. such a cute ah pek..

I love to talk to the oldies very very much.. i just dunno why.. they make me feel like wana sayang them ah.. hee.. there was a patient, an old ah ma.. she gave me money and asked me to buy food for myself to eat eh.. XD and she gave me apple and biscuits to eat too.. and give me money and ask me to keep.. walau.. tips meh? hehe..but of cz i didnt take la.. didnt take at all at all at all.. last last time at lion nursing home one ah ma even wana give me her harta ah.. XD if i am a bad girl, eng eng...syyrrppp...i will hisap all their money! hiahia! thank god im not ^^

Few more weeks to go.. jia you! ^^