If you have time, try to read back the first few posts in your blog. They really can remind you of all those happy, sad, angry, frustrated and crazy memories.
Everyone can read my blog so i cant post whatever that is in my mind now. I really wish I can have a private blog, and blast everything there, without anyone knowing..
What's wrong with me? I'm just missing the old me.. The happy, carefree, easy to forgive and forget and friendly me. Guess I've grown up to realize that I don't live in fantasy already. Sometimes I'm afraid to be too happy, because you know that sadness is waving and waiting for you at the end of the day.
All I can do now is to pray to God, because He is the only faithful person in this entire universe. If my earthly daddy is sooooooooooooooooooo good, what more about my heavenly daddy? He will not leave me nor forsake me. I know that :)
To you my friend, don't hesitate to make me feel sad.. Just go ahead, because i have someone to cry on and depends on right now, He is none other than Jesus :) so do whatever you like, im not gonna stop you anymore :)
ya bi, we have grown up, there are still lot of challenges waiting for us, dont stop by da sad things around u yea^^ i cant be beside u or even talk, chat with u often, but nevertheless, u will always be in my heart no matter how. we have Jesus, we feel gratefull. Doris((=
ReplyDeleteawww tian... :) u know what? actually when i mentioned about reading back the 1st few posts, i was talking about u.. most of my 1st few posts are about u u know.. i really miss spending time together with u.. im afraid as time passes we wont be that close anymore.. really :C
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