posting~

After 2 weeks of posting in hospital, i get to learn many things.. iv learnt that.. life is sooo fragile.. there are many cases that ive never expected in my entire life before.. we always read in newspaper that road accidents or perompakan happened everywhere.. and we never treat it seriously.. just treat those news as lame and boring.. but once u see the real patient.. u will think that this isnt small case.. haih..

i have one patient suffering from brain cancer.. its the final stage already and he is 50 years old only.. thats cruel... he just stay on the bed and cant move at all till he developed stage 4 pressure sore..the wound is very very big n deep til i can see the sacrum with my own eyes.. TT and his trochanter area also develop stage 3 pressure sore.. gosh... when doctor helped him do dressing, he uses the blade to cut the dead skin.. its so.... :( its soo painful till the semi conscious uncle shouted out loud ah.. haih heart break... and fyi.. pressure sore is something horrible horrible horrible..i wana vomit once i see it.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bedsore
click if u wana know more or curious or *have the guts to see*..

And ya..a 21 years old lady has tumour in her brain too.. my goodness can u imagine? thats the time when we are heading towards our future and capture our dreams.. and thats the time when we enjoy our life too.. heard from my friend that she is bald and without eyebrow lo.. soo cruel huh.. T.T

Then there is one patient.. road accident.. omg i can see his tendon when doctor was doing dressing for him.. his skin is teared and half of it is gone.. i repeat.. GONE... like there is one big hole there.. the blood keep flowing and i thought im ok with it.. i just stand there and look at it.. but after a long time, i feel like vomiting and became pitam.. i can see bright light and i felt very hot.. so i quickly go out of the room.. so as my friend.. i think its because of the smell..makes us very uncomfortable.. then the second time i can see that his wound is healing..*of cz..this time i can tahan till the end lo hee* doctor told me that it takes about one month for the mitosis process.. heehee..after that the patient will undergo an operation which is to tampal skin from his other parts of body to his leg.. which will take a long long time too.. haih.. i wonder.. how about the fee ho? T.T

And a past footballer is paralyze..i heard from staff nurse that its something to do with his spinal cord..its so sudden for him and he keeps blaming the god and asking why the God wana curse him like this.. he is very depressed too.. and i saw doctor insert catheter into his penis.. gosh! can u imagine? insert a tube into a small hole.. aih aih.. apa nak jadi ni...

when i choose nursing everyone will be telling me that being a nurse needs to help people to clean faeces and urine.. yeah thats true.. i cleaned it and helped them to put pampers almost everyday.. diff kinds of faeces.. watery, hard, blackish, greenish, yellowish.. diff odours too.. but thats not the end of the world la hehe.. i still can tahan.. dont forget there is something called mask ma.. and something called gloves.. and theres something called double protection.. we wore 2 masks, 2 gloves and apron when we wana do this procedure.. so exaggerate and funny ah..as if we are attending H1N1 patient...hee but its for our own good ma.. who cares.. Xp

in short, so far i still love nursing and i believe it will increase more and more as time goes by.. its soo challenging as u will never know who and what kinda patients and injuries you will be facing everyday..they said we will know whether we really love nursing onot when we are in sem 3.. waiting for that time to come then! oh ya im going to sem 2 lo.. *cheers* hee

after a long long time... ^^

Its me again!hee..
I went to church with my sis on last sunday and she actually prayed for me that i will control myself from sitting in front of my lappy too long and neglected my studies.. she told God i bought p1 wimax eh.. cool~ hee dont worry i will control myself la..cz exam is coming soon.. my final exam.. aih time flies.. in just a nick of time summative exam is near and i haven't started my revision yet.. let me see.. gosh 25 more days to go.. aarh~

oh well i went to indah water, which is a sewerage company.. a company for sewerage treatment.. the weather was sooooooo damn hot ah... T.T we keep on sweating like hell and need to smell bau tahi and bau longkang again.. but its more to bau longkang la.. i cant really smell tahi.. XD

The funny thing is.. many villagers menceroboh that place and treat it as recreation centre.. the penasihat showed us many pics and they really brought many things for picnic at that place.. zzz not smelly kah?? just because there's a big pond there doesnt mean its recreation centre la... waliu..inside the pond is full of shit man... some even went there for fishing.. and kids gather there to find cacing..@_@ and play around.. but unfortunately.. there are a lot of cases where they fell into the pond and died.. because the sludge just like quicksand and pull them inside.. He said when they fell down into the pond, they will start to shout TAHI TAHI!! then start to dance shuffle inside and he really danced in front of us..
*p/s he is quite old...* heehee i really laugh till very long ah! soo funny kia..hihik! it was quite fun when compared to sitting in class whole day la..At least we have the chance to visit and expose to HUGE amount of shit ma.. XD i enjoyed it..^^

We start to study Malaysian studies or PA lo.. T.T sooooo boring ah.. but the good thing is.. out tutor always ask us to read by ourselves.. so i dont have to listen to him to read and read and read.... zzz he just tell us the stories and obviously..no one is listening...i just look at those who sleeps in class..and laugh with my friend.. hihik.. their sleeping patterns all same ah.. the heads slowly become lower and lower and lower.. then when the head really *doom* drop down.. they will start to look around and pretending that they are stil conscious.. lolx so naughty..

you may be wondering why am i not sleeping..its simply because i drink coffee everyday... T.T i dont wana get addicted! but i just cant help it.. if i didnt drink coffee.. the whole day i will be sleeping in class man.. especially during psychology.. HELP ME!plus tutor always like to ask me questions.. always benadryl benadryl.. owh i wana langgar dinding liao.. =X stress.. =(

today is tuesday and i cant wait to go to church with my sis again.. its soo good to see her there.. but i dunno why.. everytime when they asked us to pray for each other.. i will cry when i pray for my sis.. i can smile and laugh for the first minute.. then second minute i was crying already..i guess the holy spirit is all around us that makes me so emo eh.. hihik.. but honestly.. who wouldn't cry oh if her sis is leaving to america soon? whenever i prayed for her that she will take good care of herself and stay connected to everyone of us when she is in america.. my tears will start to drop already..who can accompany me to go to church by that time? who will talk to me and give me many many things when we meet? who will laugh with me and sing with me in church that time? =X i know the rest can do those things.. but i just feel comfortable only when im with her in the church.. haih..

i really gonna miss you ah ying.. tho i may seemed cold to u and always him u.. but i really was playing with u nia la.. i really feel glad to see u every week.. you are the only closest one with me in kl..hell no i will hate u la... haih.. =X

okie done.. i've vomited out everything liao.. hihik! comfortable.. will write more next time..goodnight!

To whom it may concerned

hey.. don't bully my friend la.. u are very cheap u know.. do such stupid things..zzz

Terasa kah? if terasa then u will know im actually talking about u.. please behave well and be civilized a bit.. dont act like cave man that does everything without thinking of the consequences.. as you grow older you will feel ashamed of what you did now.. so please.. stop! zzz

TO DORIS!

DORIS YII TIEN TIEN!

ah tian... why u x put my pic on ur big big pic? why u put u n loke chin nia!

i also wan!!

i also wan!!

hihik!

i miss ya my friends! muacks

blah~

mami...

i hate to wash my clothes.....
i really dunno how to wash..
i spend half day "ku" in my toilet to wash my clothes u noe...
wash till backache..
now then i noe how izit feels like to do this everyday like wad u did always..

i also feel sick of the hairs on our floor...
the broom that we bought always stick to our hairs when we tried to sweep it...
the more we sweep, the more the hair on our floor..
so amount of hair is directly proportional to rate of sweeping..XD stupid..

like wad u said mami..
the hairs on our floor really can make a wig lo..
and the sand on the floor can plant a cactus.. T.T

and and and...
my kitchen suddenly gt mushroom man..
mushroom! gosh.... i x put fertilizer pun..
its just beside the basin..
i was thinking..
ok ok grow more! im gonna cook you
but after im back from college..
mati sudah!
easy come easy go.. hihik
the babies all mati also..
sangat kesian..
but can u imagine how cute izit?
whole bunch of mushroom squeeze at the corner of my kitchen wall..
hihik

okie thats all..
h1n1 is very serious nowadays..
my tutor everyday force us to eat vitamin c..
even sat and sun also need to eat..
hmm very good very good!
go away ahini!

take care oh my friends and family..
drink more water (i pandai cakap nia la..)
oh ya mami dadi i drink 1.5l of water everyday..
chun chun 1.5l..
hihik i will take good care of myself..dont worry! ^^

tha tha.. <<< who actually noe that tha tha is bahasa tamil?
hehehe

friends.. i pandai in bahasa tamil oh! next time cakap bahasa tamil with u ppl

mami dadi aying afui popo and my friends..
nan unei kadelikirain!

heeee

bye!

hantu again...

Ghost ghost ghost.. everywhere! my hostel is haunted! T.T
what should i do...haih

so far theres nth happened in my unit.. the rest, same floor as mine even saw them.. pass by the window... we can hear ppl talk abt this topic anytime anywhere..
let me hao lian my bm.. ahem!

mutakhir ini,isu mengenai hantu di hostel saya semakin hangat diperkatakan dan tidak pernah lekang dari bibir penghuni hostel ini.. bak bata pepatah, tak tumbuh tak melata, tak sungguh orang tak kata.. yea that's right! =p

today i heard my classmates said last night our malay fren, counted as my neighbour screamed til sooo loud..some kinda like hysteria..then pengsan..we stay in 11th floor..even 1st floor also can listen le.. i wonder why i dunno anything..my roommates also dunno too.. they said me and my roommates like out-dated.. dunno anything since they stay beside us only and there were a lot alot of things happened already..we stil everyday hehe haha duno anything.. but i choose nt to know much about it.. im scared!

i dont dare to take bath.. when i wana pang jio.. i ask my roommate to sit outside my toilet and i dun wana close my door.. hihik when i wana wash my clothes, i ask her to stand outside too..heehee! but she is more berani so i dont have to do such things like waiting for her outside.. hihik

i will stay strong la! like i mentioned last time.. i have a friend that can see dirty things right? she said our unit very clean.. so we dont have to worry.. but la..last night she saw that thing walking outside our unit.. so my roommate put the buddhist azimat on our door.. dont wana let her come in! hee.. please.... dont come in... T.T

my christian fellowship senior told me one thing.. jesus is bigger in my heart than that thingy..so i dont have to be afraid of it! yea.. i hope i can find peace here.. i dun wana stay 4 3 years dalam keadaan yang very huru hara.. like my friends.. they cried almost everyday.. very kesian le... haih

God.. must bless me and my unit oh! i dont wana see that thingy! ask her to leave us alone ya! hee.. thats all.. paipai!

3rd week!

wheee.. andrew kuek 18 years old lu! heee.. friends.. remember ya! exactly 1 month from now is my birthday liao.. heee.. anyway! andrew... happy birthday! stay handsome oh! heee..

actually i wnated to go out with kz them today.. to sunway pyramid.. but again.. due to some problems.. i cant make it again.. haih so disappointed.. so i change my destination lo.. to summit complex.. my college is inside that complex anyway..so basically i went there everyday.. hihik sien..

ok guess what.. i used backdoor to enter the complex.. then i saw a lot of ppl standing near the door and taking pics.. i was wondering whats wrong with them.. then when i turn to the back.. okay.. the " zhang dong liang" is behind me.. tho im not a fan of him.. but seeing an artist standing behind me feels great la! heee.. then my fren used my phone to take his pic lo..



paiseh to say that.. fans here very very cold ah.. lol they very tenang d when they saw him.. kesian sangat le.. hehehe whatever la..

i really ate a lot among my friends.. believe me friends.. and im always the fastest one to menghabiskan my food.. i always add on rice ah so normally i ate two plates of rice.. dunno my appetite become very good ki or the rice memang very lil nia.. then i start to realize dat my lil tummy became a bit big ki le.. heeee.. then i pa pa and spent my evening by swimming for 1 hour.. nyahaha! skinny kia wil grow fat also d oh.. haih


heee me and my sama type friend.. she is as skinny as me! ^^

mami dadi ah.. i spent a lot oh this week.. spending rm100 in a week normal ma? oops.. hihik! i x use the money to shop and buy clothes la.. i bought household items.. preparing to be housewife liao.. blek! hee..